"My body tells me no But I won't quit 'cause I want more 'Cause I want more
Oh, it's my road, it's my road, it's my road Oh, 'cause I want more, I want more, want more Her eyes are open Her eyes are open"
Lyrics from "My Body" by Young the Giant . I have this mind set that I cannot rid myself of and I know I am doomed if I don't ask for help, but the truth is, I don't want help, I want the inevitable to happen now because it's better earlier than late.