it hurts
forcing myself to move on
to another who will never love me
i don't know what hurts more,
missing you or loving him?

i want you to know
i loved you
and it's okay
because he will take care of me
even if he doesn't love me
the way i love him
and he will never be you
and you will never be him
but i will love fading memories
of you
while i hopelessly love him