Days and months of not talking to you
At first I don't think I could make it
Because I'm used to talking to you everyday,
Waking up in the morning and the first thing to check was your message
Before falling asleep the last thing to do was to text you goodnight.
After months of not doing that I thought I'd be fine.
I thought I'd be used to not talking to you.
But then after months,
You beeped me.
And while reading the message
I realized that the months of not talking to you are all useless
All of the feelings that I tried to get rid of
suddenly appears again
Why do you need to do that?