you get so used to something; to someone; never expect them to abandon you though you condoned their departure
you saw it coming
it was all experienced yesterday except, then it was only a distant speck you brushed away the dust you kicked up and ignored the arguments that weighed on your conscience
you saw it coming
yet it still hits you like a freight train with your back to it; your earphones in because you were trying to enjoy a walk on such dangerous tracks; such thin ice
you saw it coming
so what choice do you now have but to finally collapse; to let it run you over and let your omniscient bones break?