I could of sworn this was all a dream Ya know, one of those freak fantasies But in actuality this is reality And you expect me to prosper in this so called society Then you say God is with me God is against me God abandoned me God left me wondering why the sky is blue and grass green He left me to ponder as to why everything must be As I drowned in the black sea trying to discover my identity Then again I'm surprised I even have this opportunity Considering the streets were my home, my only sanctuary My parents were poor, and I struggled in school My eyes were singed shut so I never thought I'd see the light of day ever again BUT! I was given the chance to escape the hell hole I called life And now I fly like an eagle with a smile upon my face Something I forgotten how to do so long ago But it feels good It feels good not to wake up afraid Not to have to check over your shoulders every five seconds To know that the people you care about are safe And the pain, the pain finally dissipates into the dust i'm free... I'm finally free But i'll never forget the pain that haunted me I'll never forget how I came to be me