Why do I feel like I’ve lost you?

And you weren’t even mine to begin with.

You’re within my grasp, yet I never held you.

Because I couldn’t. Because I shouldn’t.

Because your touch would shatter me.

Your smile would melt me.

Your laughter would be the end of me.

You’re across me…

But we’re oceans apart.

Your touch I would never experience.

Your smile would just be a distant star.

Your laughter would be just an echo.

Because I’ve lost you.

And you weren’t even mine to begin with.