They say you are born Naked, with no identity No name And no face Like any other You are born, crying A brand new star Another unknown amalgamation of all that gives life A fresh start But not to everyone
For some of us Are born closer to the earth A genetic result of a thousand generations Manifesting its way into marks on my being Unseen Unknown Unwanted We have a name for us By Birth
Wherein we are doomed to the fires of hell If hell were on Earth And it is here for us A simple cage with no bars The burden of a thousand years And markings made by routine Justified by the Great Souls Deeming it but mere control
And even if I change Resist and break They say I was born this way That my mother's womb has left indelible marks I can never erase A curse that made me wonder Should I have been born at all? To feel as deserving as literal baloney Never to be touched Never to be felt Never to be heard Never to be seen Dehumanized to an extent where I cannot even believe any more that the sky is blue Or that there exists the air around me which I need to breathe, to live I'm no more than a pollutant Upon the back of whom this world works But who never sees the light above Who was supposed to be filtered away into oblivion Who was always supposed to be the nonentity The stubborn stain that will not go away
I can never erase My name My identity Even if I pretend Or literally rip the skin off my face and wear another If I achieve anything in this world I shall be put up on a wall to showcase The marks my mother's womb left The marks that I can never erase
For some of us were born to hug the earth Make it our home and heart The backbone of this whole wide world The wombs that faced physical retribution and degradation Of the cruelest kind possible To be told you can never be better Than irrelevant specks of dust Swept beneath an apologetic herd
For some of us are born closer to the earth I bear my marks with shame no more I shall take what was mine I shall bow no more
In India, society is divided into castes. Each caste historically had a particular profession and they were in a hierarchy wherein the cleaner, sweepers, tanners were at the very bottom and the priests, warriors, businessmen were considered at the top. You were born into the system. Your changing professions didn't matter. It still doesn't. Casteism rages in my country. There is a lack of English mainstream literature by Dalits in India.