what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame a fire that started slowly then grew taller, grew brighter a beam of light in the darkness that was magic to me.
what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame i felt its warmth and i spectated i came closer and it suddenly turned into different hues gentle yellows, angry reds, sullen blues.
what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame it was beautiful, it was bright it was burning, a star in the night but then it hurt too much, i could no longer fight.
what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame i came to close to your fire and you scorched my soul and i knew what i had to do: i had to put you out for the better.
what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame and i'm sorry i stole your fire, i let you die down i'm sorry i let you hurt me and make me feel like i was being burnt alive to a slow and steady death
what a beautiful thing it is to have loved such a flame and now all you are is ghostly smoke slightly suffocating me still but fading away while i sit in the darkness