You are Special, you have been through a lot. Yet here you still stand, suffering but determine. To stand fast, waiting for something to happen. Bringing renewal Joy into your hurting life. Even while being rejected, you are still strong. So use your pain and suffering to reach out. To those whom lost all of their strength here. Become a life line to them love them into Joy. For I understand that we need to never give up on anyone. We need to keep on loving everyone on the earth.