I see she changes
She changes because of me
Like I showed her a sun
She could not feel
So the artificial light
Makes her feel warm
And she is not outside
She is a flower reaching for a light bulb  

And is it my fault
That I loved her so
I loved her as the ocean loves the moon
And the tides roll into shore
But there are sharks in the water
Smelling blood
Hungry for flesh
Eager to ****  

Well I am to blame
The things she says to me
Are but a dream
Heavy with the Dramamine  
Because she Is moving
And I can't be there
To hold her still
And show her what love is

But I do love
Without knowing why I feel
I love without care or pride
Or fear of pain
Like the days last cigarette
I know it's killing me
It's not something I need
But I enjoy it until it's gone  

I hope she understands
I pray to a god I don't believe in
Because it becomes
History repeating
And I've done this all before
I've felt this all before  
But it never meant more
It's never meant the end