suddenly I'm stunned into silence, as I walked idly towards the cacophony of sound in the distance, I would have stopped if I've only known what's waiting for me. I'm now in the midst of it all, can no longer run from it. I am consumed by the beauty of him, he tricked me into submission, heeding his every command, enduring every whim of his hand. I tried to break away. His ever powerful words slicing into me, making me bleed from the inside out, making my heart skip a couple of beats. Trying to be brave, i faced him. No longer afraid, i smiled, "Go on," I said. The last of my breath drag on, as he sliced into me. The edge of his sharp tool disappearing in my core, then I am nothing.