I  haven't written in a while.
It's not that I haven't tried, just
Lately that spark inside me has died.

Ever look at the world and all its wonders in admiration and think,  just maybe,
maybe I'll be a part of that wonder some day.
Well I have.
Shadowed by insecurities I have cried.  Swallowed in self loathing  I hide.  With every tear that escape my eye I have looked at the wonders of life and asked why.
The world's natural wonder doesn't come that easily because wonders don't talk to people like you and me.
We have to prove ourselves you see; weld and Learn scientifically. We have to embrace the night in sight to truly ignite the desired light.

So yeah, I haven't written  in a while. With all my will power I have tried I've been struggling  to survive, yet ironically the most important  part inside of me has died.