Barnacles begin their lives as free-swimming larvae, ebbing and flowing with the tide. Most are eaten, some wash ashore, a few survive long enough to attach with freakishly strong glue their minute larvae heads to a final rock- strewn home. There they spend the rest of their lives with feathery feet poking out of a hardened shell, filtering the sea for whatever happens to come within reach.
Why the barnacle starts out free and ends up bonded to some god-forsaken rock to alternately dry out and be fed at the whim of the tide is just one of life's many small mysteries.
While barnacles are meant to lead a primarily static life human beings are not. We are meant to flow to settle and ground, uproot and travel to seek to speak well and listen better to find meaningful answers.
We always have the choice to let go of whatever safe, high ground we're frantically clinging to though it will mean not knowing where we'll ultimately wash ashore.
Letting go can feel like being caught in a rip current. What I know about rip currents: They pluck hapless beachgoers from shore and pull them out to the ocean deep. If you're caught in one and try swimming back to blessed land you won't make any headway. Eventually you'll grow tired and drown.
The only way to survive is to stroke like mad in a totally counterintuitive direction parallel to the solid ground you desperately want to reach until you're out of the narrow river ******* you out to sea.
I've decided to unglue my little larvae head from its rocky, self-imposed, falsely-safe perch. Let the current carry me where my feet no longer touch the known.
It's up to me to swim in the right direction until I'm free.