My new medium the Sanskrit pen that makes my words widen I wish the upstairs was more silent I'm afraid of waking them I return from the carriage quarters where I blew off smoke sending quick wisps through rings and I closed the six doors of the four chambers to arrange an exorcism The smoke must dissolve in only haunted rooms and not reach the vents of elders or newborns cause they'll certainly frighten thinking demons abound Numb as the ******, depersonalized but realizing it (wanting it)? What's my name? I won't tell but if you know it could you say it aloud? I swear someday I'll know myself