Dear stranger,

     I led you on, up and down the emotional roller coaster.  You were my secret.  A wise girl kisses and doesn't tell.  I almost loved you but I had another lover.  Stranger, I am sorry I was wrong.  I look back and see your love would have been pure not tainted and twisted like his.  Stranger I truly miss you, we never slept together or had anything more than a friend ship.  But I see you with her and i envy her, I am jealous for all I lost but never had.