i started on digging up myself when I'm drown with the flawless mistakes. Visualized the momentum where it all came from. Just like anyone I started on my own feet to start refreshing my mind as I am writing on poems that not to flattered you but to record all the stuff that I am missing out. Some is not shaded nor clear but I do it on my own style from what my heart follows and from what my hands would do it to me. It is part of a reflection to myself, people around me or from what I've seen and from what that insticts that have put me on the spot. But sometimes it's all about those people I've like/love, those people that help me get through all of this. And I am also in the process of still getting out from my shelter. Need of time and in the processing of healing and finding out the things that I am going to look forward and be as an excited just like before. I really hope I would fix and do this time again cause I know it's not too late and I don't want to regret over again. I really hope so.  I can do it!!!!