Reaching out [to you] with hands that kneaded dough before dawn, and bleached kitchen worktop while bread rose in the oven. My skin carries a chill brought in from the garden- And my hair, damp under the elastic I tied it back with, smells of almond-oil conditioner. These old clothes have been folded with lavender, for too long, in a drawer- And the knees of my jeans are black, with fine-foam-dust, from carpet I’m part-way-through fitting. My toes are cold and my feet are grubby ‘cause I didn’t wear shoes when I hung out the washing.