I toss and turn for the hundredth time wait for the sleep to kick in And it evades me like a butterfly Much like the days in between
Countless days and insomniac nights I think how order of time hasn't changed And like always, now, more or so I wait for the change to barge in
But nothing changes, Nothing at all And quite to my surprise, I have developed an ability to quit waiting for surprises
If I start counting the losses Perhaps numbers will evaporate And still I would stand In between the pile of losses And change would no where be seen
I am tired of this,truly I am I could no longer go like this Time ,please understand I hate the distress that surrounds me Like the black hole in the galaxy
I want to love life, with all my might But you don't show me a reason why Pain and loss are crippling me And time, just doesn't seem to care
So give me a reason that I can hold on to Before I get submerged in this wayward paths Negativity was never my forte I too want to embrace happiness But quite alarmingly Fate and Time are busy in their own stupid game.