He said I was amazing, My eyes now blazing, I watched as he walked away, To his home, the Lords bay, I didn't fit there, Then where?, I say as I lay I miss you, Waiting for these feelings to be through, But you knew, You were not with my/our long term view, For a time you were, We both concur, And I knew that the time had come, But my eyes and head felt numb, Waiting for the feelings to pass, The weight feeling like a mass, Upon my shoulders, Been hit with a boulder