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    It's all becoming darker; I'm becoming darker and this fall is never ending, becoming deeper as the hours past.
     I've tripped over myself and now I'm bubbling in my evils and the abyss of my tears is trying to engulf me.
     Most days I wanna relieve others of my existence but I realize that they've lost their own lives and we've all been placed in this darkness together, only, my dark is darkest and I've become blind to life.
     I reach for the light my Heavenly Father has shun for my rescue but my sinful deeds have chained themselves to my thoughts and are dragging me down, pulling me deeper into the pool that resides in the asylum on the desolate hill in my mind that no one acknowledges.
     I'm no longer important and my thoughts of confirming words are showering down on me.

     Please, I beg, someone save me because I am * drowning*.