It seemed like a joke last night, Didn't it Momma? The lies seeping from within clenched teeth Pleading, begging, lying, How do you deal with the pain How do you Momma? How do you pretend life goes on When it stopped dead cold five days ago You act like you're doing fine, But your eyes lie Momma Dark circles cling to the underneath And red rims water hesitantly But we laughed anyway, Momma Because laughing away the pain Was easier than crying about it