when the sun rose, I would have believed it was from the west, if she told me
the long night before we slipped into dreamless sleep, she recited entire poems from Poe, Pound, and Dickinson, and her own mythic mantras
I craved her, because I was flesh, but not once did our lips touch though her words poured into me like warm wine, quenching a rapacious thirst I did not know I possessed
I was the talker, the mountain man mystic who scattered few coins for free love, and often cast my seed before I knew more than a first name
with her, I thought it would be the same but my paws lay still in my lap, and my ears became black holes for her white words
what rhyme cast our spell I would never recall though what stirs yet deepest of all, was the way I heard she chose to leave this flat plain, some ancient eve
long after we had our night she found a fallow field far from the hum of humanity and made perfect cuts in her thin wrists while so many others overdosed on life she spilled hers onto a hungry ground
The title is from phrases I remember from a Richard Powers book.