why should i try to stay strong why should i try to move on why should i wake up every day why should i control what i say why should i be left alone why should i turn off my phone why should i feel this pain when i am not the one to blame i did nothing wrong but im left to stay strong when you ****** up you don't need picking up this is all your doing so why am i being punished? what would **** you? maybe if i vanished