sometimes it's just a blur and everything is numb and i can't feel anything because nothing feels right and it's scary not knowing because i hate not knowing and i'm scared you're gonna leave and i'm afriad of not being strong enough and i hate that you're in pain so much because pain is stupid and why do people have to suffer like why is depression a thing it's just all too much and we're too young to suffer from so much and it ***** because it's just so **** hard but we fight like hell anyway because it's the only way to survive in this ****** up world and maybe we're all just fragments trying to put ourselves together into complete sentences that make even the slightest bit of sense