I have such vivid daydreams from time to time. I see her, walking down the aisle between the pews, the dress is beautiful, flows with your hair... But thats not what im crying about or looking at. Its your eyes and your smile.. I can see this aura around you, I bust out in tears thinking about it. Iv only witnessed that type of beauty, when im with you, but like I said its just day dreams. You dont see what I see, it's like im there and never been happier, or see you smile so much seeing me standing there at the altar.
As the tears come thinking about what happiness I miss out on, I smack myself back into reality, full of guilt. I'll only experience that kind of happiness with you inside my head. I think its time to roll over and think of something else.
I think of you as a part of my future. But love is lost like possessions in a fire.