in that bitter cold raining evening
heaven wept to my pain and longing
heavy rain drown me from my despair
a battered heart now beyond repair
she never came…

in my bed having a uncertainty
I’ll slumber with a bitter nightmare
that I’ll never gaze those green oval stare
those smile that can break reality
an angel in my eyes..

did she know how I suffer for her,
this terrible void in my fool heart
bitter wrong mixture of love and hate
or life and death a terrible fate