Heartbreak is supposed to be figurative But not so much to me these days I’ve been told not asked to leave I was rejected and here I stand withering The futility that is my life has taken my eyes For I cannot cry I have not cried Missing what I love is the most excruciating pain I’ve ever encountered I find myself often hoping that my love will But never does Call for me And when he does I break and I nearly throw away all I have talked myself into doing Being supposedly strong I’m a lonesome queen with no one by my side