first, choose a victim. whether you spot her across the rowdy bar, swiping right at 2am with a heart full of poison, or knock your knuckles together reaching for the same coffee, choose her wisely.
second, ****** her. tell her that her eyes are the ocean you've always wanted to drown in, that holding her was the greatest thing your arms could ever do, and that she's your light at the end of the tunnel. ****** her until she can't help but gravitate towards you.
third, forget the plan. gone are the days of prowling on street corners and alleys, replace them with echoes of her laughter and the softness of her skin, allow your victim to be the blood in your veins-- as soon as she becomes a part of you, remember it again.
fourth, execute the ******. when her guard is down and her chest rises with slow breaths of trust, rip the bandaid off. watch the blood gush. mute the sounds of her cries, feel your knife pierce through her heart and twist it before yanking it out-- leave her there and run.
you destroyed me and i don't know how to put myself back together.