i am not strong enough
to bear the weight of your gaze.
i will crumble under your touch
as you shoot me
with your heartbeat bullets.
one word from you
will burn my soul
and i cannot
put up a barrier against the pain
any more
because you already destroyed it.
one of your beautiful kisses
will poison me
and the antidote i used before
no longer functions  
because you took everything from me.
i am not strong enough
to cope with your love.