I felt death wandering in my brain Marching to a small hand drum, As melancholy people crowd Beating till my mind was numb. And in its very grip I was A state of mindless, echoing pain A Solitary hum of clouds With nothing left to give or gain. Rain was crashing in my eyes And hope was hard to find Hard knot ties were losing grip And fate was dark disguise, And within this struggle a feeling of Being rushed towards the ground, Without anyone to catch your fall Or to hear you make a sound. Love and loss come hand in hand And Sometimes it's hard to see, Why someone would put so much faith In a person like me.