the have the golden days come yet? did i miss them or am i just impatient is time running tor am i just running thin because all i can see is the calendar counting until graduation until i'm supposed to have it all together but i don't have anything together because he took it all and left none for me he gave it all to her i begged her not to look into his ocean eyes but she couldn't help it and she couldn't help me when i said i was dying (do you ever think about that? all the dead people at the bottom of the sea? did they make it to their golden days?) will you make it to yours?