you took my hand
or maybe you didnt maybe
i was dreaming
sleepwalking
with fawns at my side,
my innocence
but you hit the fawns
with your car
in a church parking lot
skin on skin
tears on your stomach you asked
if i was crying
and i told you my eyes just water
when i choke
you said it was beautiful
you said
i
was beautiful
am i still?
you haven't called me baby since then
or returned my calls
i'm alright though i just hope you don't notice
the scars