My stomach, my heart, my mind are all lost in a sea of maybes, of what ifs And the possibilities swirl around me as butterflies erupt from my ribcage and flowers take their place. Everything needs roots to grow but you are not roots barely even a seed yet there you are, my barely seed settling somewhere in the earth of my soul keeping me lost in this sea dancing with chances flirting with unformed ideas. There is something in me that urges me to shore yet here I stay swimming holding on to something some way, some why holding onto the thought that I think you might be my maybe