Lying in a casket six feet under You look so calm and serene I see the lightning and hear the thunder Are you in some peaceful dream? Friends, relatives, everybody cried Tears wouldn't fall even when I tried I know you will get up and hold my hand Because you had promised me a visit to disneyland
You had said "Do your homework, be a good boy, I'll get you sweets and buy that toy". I had actually wanted the expensive one It was costly but was so much fun I had tried to reach for it but you had caught my hand And had said "we are saving money for disneyland"
Pushes turned into shoves in school, Joe called me poor and said I'm a fool. You had offered to change school and I denied But it had left me scared and paranoid. Changing school would have been grand But mom we were saving money for disneyland
They were carrying you to a white van I could hear the shattering of our plan You were laid on an uncomfortable bed Your beautiful body was covered in red They said he brutally stabbed you Chances of your living were very few You struggled to reach and cup my face saying," Sorry, I hope you forgive me Jace"
Night has passed and day has come Angels have lost and devil has won I've been sitting here all the night long Singing to you, your favorite beatles' song Mommy, you see, it has started to rain Wake up before I go insane The loudness of your silence is terrifying Call me stubborn, call me annoying
Suddenly the reality hit me hard Blowing away my house of cards I left graveyard my mind running wild A boy snickered and called me pathetic orphan child Sitting in the corner of my room I wept For the promise that remained unkept .