'**** it, **** it', the devil speaks,
Yet the fire ignites in me

'**** it, **** it', the devil speaks,
Yet ray of hope in me breaks free

'**** it, **** it', the devil speaks,
Yet wait for love doesn't die in me

'**** it, **** it', the devil speaks,
Yet my heart flutters and blossoms like a tree

'**** it, **** it', the devil screams,
I **** the devil and cherish victory!

Look at that mysterious creature
It has got one of those features
That makes you want to touch its face
But you are afraid you will destroy its grace

Look at its beautiful green eyes
******* you in and having you mesmerized
Making you want to pluck it out
Unable to do it makes you wanna pout

You go near it and touch its face
Hoping to not destroy its grace
Suddenly a girl from somewhere walks by
With a short skirt, shirt and a bow tie
You are surprised by the hate you feel
You wonder if its real or its reel
This thing you feel you haven't felt before
Makes you want to try it some more

Then you see a rich guy riding on a bike
This new feeling in you hikes
You hate yourself for wanting him to be poor
Him to be slip with his bike in a moor

You turn around to look at the creature
But it no longer has one of those features
You see it turning into a mess
With a horrible look on its face

You are shocked to see  this disaster
Standing before you is Shakespeare's green eyed monster
You try to reach and make it tame
But it overpowers you because jealousy is its name !

Lying in a casket six feet under
You look so calm and serene
I see the lightning and hear the thunder
Are you in some peaceful dream?
Friends, relatives, everybody cried
Tears wouldn't fall even when I tried
I know you will get up and hold my hand
Because you had promised me a visit to disneyland

You had said "Do your homework, be a good boy,
I'll get you sweets and buy that toy".
I had actually wanted the expensive one
It was costly but was so much fun
I had tried to reach for it but you had caught my hand
And had  said "we are saving money for disneyland"

Pushes turned into shoves in school,
Joe called me poor and said I'm a fool.
You had offered to change school and I denied
But it had left me scared and paranoid.
Changing school would have been grand
But mom we were saving money for disneyland

They were carrying you to a white van
I could hear the shattering of our plan
You were laid on an uncomfortable bed
Your beautiful body was covered in red
They said he brutally stabbed you
Chances of your living were very few
You struggled to reach and cup my face
saying," Sorry, I hope you forgive me Jace"

Night has passed and day has come
Angels have lost and devil has won
I've been sitting here all the night long
Singing to you, your favorite beatles' song
Mommy, you see, it has started to rain
Wake up before I go insane
The loudness of your silence is terrifying
Call me stubborn, call me annoying

Suddenly the reality hit me hard
Blowing away my house of cards
I left graveyard my mind running wild
A boy snickered and called me pathetic orphan child
Sitting in the corner of my room I wept
For the promise that remained unkept .