I've been waiting for so long! It's that time of year. The barbecue is burning, the sun is finally here. I can hold your hand. I can smile from ear to ear. Happy to finally see you this joyful time of year. The fireworks have started! I'm excited as can be. Until I look and notice you are not next to me. I guess I can understand. You have your life to live. You make the choice. There's not much more I can give. I will keep on smiling even through the pain. It's a lesson to learn something I can gain. If I stay tough and can stick it through. Maybe one day I will find the road that leads me back to you. And we can watch the fireworks this time next year.