Does my failure mean that I am doom, no of course not. Does it mean that I am lost in the very next life. No it only means that I am imperfect, without hope. Unless I allow a Loving Savior to work within me. I shall never be perfect not here on the earth anyway. But I shall be one day , once I receive the new body. So yes I shall fail and yes I am not perfect here on the earth. But this does not matter as long as I keep trying to change. They may be small leaps but the Lord knows our hearts. So as long as I keep trying there is still true hope for me.