I am able to sit back for once in two years.
really think about who I am,
who I want to be....
But the more that I remain in one place,
looking for something that I am;
I simply stand there,
Lost and Searching.
my thoughts are forever hurting
my head and body thrive to be
something that I cannot be
and I feel stuck.
Wall close around me
and all I see is you....
there to guide me from the fear
but I'm not sure....
so unclear.

will you hurt me again?
can you accept who I am?
can you promise you won't leave;
to be there till the end?