That shouldn't have to happen

I don't know why it did

I try to understand it

And picture it in mind

But memories are painful

They linger long and dreadful...

I start to cry.

Tears are falling down

In the mourning sun

Tears that can't bring you back

Or ever change the past

Tears for all the sorrow

And all the love you offered

These tears become my pain

The pain I have to suffer,

I still love you today

Much more than then

And miss you everyday

More than words can say.

Years have come and gone

Life is moving on

But in my heart

You're still my number one.