Twilight mornings remind me of coffee tables and study notes Sometimes I smell spray paint through open windows, Even on the nights I ditch my cans for insanity Breakfast-less mornings are recipes for undone laundry And unturned plant leaves and un-salted tears One morning, the porchβs railings crumbled in my hands And fell over on the splattered rug sitting outside the green door That I stumbled over and waited for fresh milk deliveries on I find unlit cigarettes on the windowsill that taught me patience And tornados in a mind that is too beautiful for damaged thoughts I press petals over open cuts that never get the chance to bleed And ice the bruises that refuse to turn green But beside laptop keys that spell out what they know I hit dlt over and over again; thatβs what I know The only other thing besides surety strung on tree branches Are orange leaves sharp suns coated in silver The shark tooth hanging from a string around my neck Was only a metaphor that caused trouble