You were deeply hurt in the past, You still bleed with pain and your wounds are still fresh and open,and everyday feels like salt is being added to them. You're angry at the world,but I want to let you know that,life will always be the same if you aren't willing to change your mindset. The only way to get over being hurt is forgiving,I know forgiving isn't as simple as it sounds,but its worth working out. Being bitter affects only you!,not the one who made you bitter. You have to accept that life happened to you and realise that the person may not deserve forgiveness but you definitely deserve peace of mind. Let your soul soar!don't let it fade away,you're special!,everything happens for a reason. Go out there and be an inspiration to the people undergoing what you recovered from, You're strong and tough!that's why you've reached this far,don't give up now. God loves you...