The carrion birds are circling overhead and I’m dragging my half dead body down a deserted street thinking to myself this is when the credits roll for me and I’m not so sure I’ve the energy to mind but then there is the ghost of your hand brushing against my cheek and oh oh god I could cry for wanting you.
I breathe in a deep gasping lungful of air I’d just convinced myself I wouldn’t miss because someday someday maybe soon I might be able to take that air from you I might be able to turn my head and brush my mouth with yours in a disbelieving caress to touch your lips with just the tip of my tongue in abject adoration of you.
And oh just the thought of it just the force of my want has frightened away the vultures again.
My body is still half dead but my heart bangs on for you for you for you