Why don't  I write?

I don't write !
I don't write because I am addicted!
I am  afflicted and I turn into a lucrative realistic non fiction.
I don't even know what that means.
I just like the word play,
But do the words like to play?
Do the words tell what they say?
They are so hidden and lost when they come from a heart frozen in frost.

Do I not like to write?
I don't even know.
Do I even write?
I don't know.