I look in the mirror & first thing I see is insecurities. Every negative emotion has taken over me. I don't want to feel anything but happiness. I want to smile for what anyone would call no reason. Rather be emotionally emotionless. I want to be free. This anxiety can leave . The pain is trapped inside & it's hurting me. I can't move or escape this cage. The metallic bars are becoming more narrow as I stare at them. However I thought my imagination would remain wide. Now every bit of creativity has been restricted.