I want to feel it again.
The pain.
I want to feel the blade cutting into my skin.
The Blood.
I want to feel it drip down my skin like rain drops.
The stains.
I want to see the blood stain my sleeves.
The scars.
I want to add to my story and create more marks on my body.
The tears.
I want to cry away the pain of regret.
The feeling.
I want to feel again.