Im starting to write less and less and Its scaring me because I either have no sufferings to write about or Its all become to much which one? how will I know? whats wrong with my head Its all twisted up inside knotted guts struggling to chew through knowledge am I maturing? or am I finally turning to dust I'm sorry if I'm not so sweet to hold, its difficult when you slip through gaps like the ones in your fingers and the holes in your heart