You'll realize what you lost at midnight, when you're tossed and turned staring down at your regrets the Tourette's of memories bursting in your head the torture of what could've been will leave you dead, just like you did to her your tears will flow like sap from a tree your glee will be ripped away and may this pain last today, tomorrow, and for the rest of your life because you lost the love of your life to your immaturity And let this become your biggest insecurity because the way you treated her, don't be upset when your friends prefer her instead of you yes, that conversation was long overdue but it didn't have to end like that because your heart was the one that ended up splat on the ground so may your heartache pound on the thoughts that your girl is gone your happy ending was put up for pawn and was sold to a man who will treat her better than you ever could love her more than you ever would and you'll sit there pondering, squandering for a glimpse of hope but you gave her up on the wrong terms so may each midnight be spent haunting you with the thoughts of what could've been sweet dreams to you