So many words I wish to say to you,
But I could never find the right words.
So many things I wish to show you,
But you're not here for me to show.
I just wish to hear your voice one last time before you go.
The way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me,
The way you sound when you laugh.
The way your voice fills with excitement when you talk about things you're passionate about.
All these things, is what made me fall for you.
But now I'm falling apart because of you.
I know you never meant to hurt me,
Like I never meant to hurt you.
But both of us knew, it was too good to be true.
It was too perfect, to last.
But I want you to know, it was only perfect because you were a part of it.
I only wish I had more time with you..
More time to show my love to you.
More time to tell you all the things I never got to tell you.
Like how hopelessly in love I am with you,
And how you're my forever,
And how I daydream about holding your hand and kissing your lips for the very first time.
And how when we fall asleep together on the phone, I stay awake just a couple more minutes after, just so I can hear the sound of you breathe.
Just hearing and knowing, that you, you're there with me..
Made me feel less alone.
But now I'll be falling asleep alone again,
Without the sound of your voice being the last thing I hear.
God, I never meant to hurt you..
I never wanted to lose you.
But you deserve better,
Better than I could have ever given you.
I love you..
I will love you always.