Will somebody please Slow down the train It's going through hills And rough terrain
I tried to be the engineer But that didn't work This much is clear
I can't run, I can't roam I can't DO LIFE ON MY OWN.
I'm on a ride that I can't bear Filled with loneliness... despair
Not knowing how, which way to turn I will go the way I've learned.
I won't harbor hatred in my heart I know my love and I must part
But I don't think of him as bad We've broken up, and that is sad
But I want my family here on this site Know that lately I haven't been right...
My mind is distraught And overwrought I can hardly follow My train of thought
Please forgive me I'm slipping my gears I'm haunted by fears Have counted years
I'm sure sorry this affects you It seems like I'm untrue
I want all poets here on HP To very kindly PRAY FOR ME.
SEND GOOD THOUGHTS In your own way.
I will also be in prayer
For I have now met The Engineer
SoulSURVIVOR 5/4/2015
Because of a broken heart My brain has been affected Some people here know that I am mentally handicapped. I am dealing with a brain dysfunction And stress causes me to disassociate
I was severely damaged as a child I don't use this as an excuse But as an explanation
I never know from one day to the next what my mood or even my Personality will be.
I have friends who I have not Talked to in a while here I APOLOGIZE