my mind spoils the innocence of holding you close in a cold movie theater i am thankful for the darkness that protects you from the look that poured into my face when you touched me my hands are clasped together and i'm glad you can't see them shaking you've leaned your head on my shoulder and i'm hoping to god you can't feel my heart beating even from there your fingers creep up my arm to bring me closer and my eyes flutter closed and i pray that you didn't hear my breath catch in my throat you've got to stop or i might just fall in love with you, my body whispers are you warm enough?, my mouth says instead